“It’s alot and is a problem I would find very difficult to live with. Remember that u only have one life and it should be totally yours to make choices that you feel good about and not settle on the kind of life u want to live.  ???? is a dick or💩 or really both and fuck em :). Be the person u want to be.”

Always know how to make me feel better.

Today started out so well, and can’t believe how far it has fallen. Feeling hopeless and belittled and in way over my head. Can’t decide what the best decision is on how to deal with it all. All I know is I have never hated one person so much and still feel so obligated to serve the same person.
All I keep saying to myself is there are less than 90 days till I am free. And even then I am no where near free. But it’s enough to make me keep moving forward